Clarity

I will never find clarity 

So don't try to tell me

I have the power to see beyond my doubts 

Because in the end 

My perspective is clouded by fear 

And I refuse to believe 

That my vision can become clear 

So I now understand 

That hope is just an illusion 

And nothing can convince me 

That I can find focus again 

Because I’ve come to realize

The world is filled with darkness

And I won’t believe that

Light can still break through

So I remind myself,

Clarity has left me forever

And I deny the possibility that

Hope remains, even among shadows

Because no matter what 

I am too lost to see the truth 

And I’m unable to accept 

That clarity has always been within me 

Because when I close my eyes, I always wonder 

Is my vision truly blurred? 

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